i really don't know what's wrong with me. i'm not as cheerful as before, yes i know that. but why. everything's coming down on me at one shot. no, not academic. i can't give any attention to schoolwork when my life's in such a mess.
i've been neglecting facts cause i really don't wanna face the truth. abbie tagged, and said we've drifted. yes, true. in fact, i've drifted away with so many people, so many closed&loved ones, that i don't know what's life for anymore. i know it sounds over, but i cannot live life well without them.
the fun and play, yes i'm missing it all, though i've found other sorts of joy. but seriously, i miss all the times we've spent, and the regular routines; with whoever i've drifted with.
i feel like running. with all my strength. to just like, let it all out.
